Sweet Dreams

Wake up!
Sometimes dreams can be better then reality. Sometimes we prefer our dreams to be our reality. Then we wake up.. for the most part..unfortunately.
We can dream about our wishes. Our wishes on how if we had our own little perfect life how it would be.
The perfect place. The perfect mate. The perfect breathtaking life.
Have you ever had a dream that in your dream, it actually takes your breath away. It's been so long in real life that most of us have had that feeling. So to have it in our private sweet dreams, brings us the satisfaction that we need to have to make it through the real life that we have.
Sound complicated? I think not. I just happen to admit it. Where others would never admit it.
There are some nights I go to sleep asking God to let me have that sort of dream to give me peace for the next few days. Usually that wish is granted.
I get to dream about people I don't realize I know and those that I do know that mean something special to me.
Be it talking to my grandfather to being in the arms of someone from my past that brings me comfort, warmth, and most of all the feeling of feeling completely complete and safe.
I have found people through my dreams. I have solved issues through my dreams. I have seen the future in my dreams. I have learned to take heed.
For the most part in my older life my dreams are good and bring no warnings of ill fate only good wishes for them to be real.
I have made love in my dreams and awoken the next morning at peace. To feel who I think is my soulmate genuinely and purely and most of all passionately loving me. I have subliminal fantasies.. which isn't that dreaming in any sense?
I've had many dreams to where I have persued the answers to them, only to be disappointed. Seems that they are better left in my dreams.
I think that if it's in my dream it must be true to follow it and always be let down. I think it's just a way for my mind to get me to react and close chapters so I can move on.
My dreams keep me going. They give me goals. They motivate me.
So many things in life occur because of dreams. Most of the best ideas in the worlds history were started with a dream. If we didn't have them.. what would we have?
It's after 2 in the morning and it's time for me to head there and start one that will bring me peace. I seem to have gone through most of my past in my dreams and have come to some solid conclusions and it's time to dream about my future. I hope my dreams don't play games with me and give me false hope. I hope they don't show me what they think I want to see. But show me the good that really is to come. Show me who will be involved in my future. Show me only the good... I refuse the negative..
Ask and yea shall recieve? We shall see ;)
Sweet dreams..